| Location | Walton On Thames, Surrey |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 20/10/2007 |
| Date of Death | 20/10/2007 |
| Visitors | 4,774 since 10/03/2008 |
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My Precious Princess Violet Christine Mackay
Grew baby angel wings on 17th October 2007
Born 20th October 2007
24 Weeks gestation weighing 1 lb 10 oz
St Peter's Hospital, Chertsey,Surrey
From the day you were conceived I wanted you, from the day you first moved I loved you. But god had other plans and needed you in heaven.
I will never forget the day you were born, I had been in labour for 2 days , my body was fighting it. My body too didnt want to give you up.
When you were born and I met my little girl , you were 1lb 10oz, I knew deep inside that you were far too beautiful for this earth with it's pain and sorrow.
A real 100% pure mixed race princess, so tiny but so truly formed.
When the hospital told me that you had Spina Bifida and Fluid on your tiny little brain, I felt relieved that you would suffer no more and would not be in pain. Of course I longed to hear you cry and see the colour of your eyes, But I never wanted you to ever feel pain or distress and now you are at peace and Im grateful for that.
I will never forget your little button nose (just like your mummy), scrunched up eyes and my god all that dark dark hair! So much for a baby so small. Oh and your little chubby belly and long legs (just like your daddy), You were so so cute.
Fly Fly Angel Baby Fly
You have your freedom now
We know you are around us all, we feel you every day
We all miss you and love you baby girl, until we meet again beautiful Violet
Be free
Love Mummy (Sarah Louise Mackay)xxx
On 4th November 2008, your little brother came to join you, although I only carried him for 8 weeks, we loved him as much and hope that you are looking after him Violet baby. R.I.P little ones xxxx
On 2nd January 2010 we were blessed with your little sister, Ebonie. She arrived safe and sound weighing 7lb 13oz and so perfect! Our miracle rainbow baby. Im sure that you kept her safe in the womb and continue to look over her. I still miss you baby girl so much but I know that you are in a better place now.
On 1st August 2011, your 2nd little sister, Leonie, was born! She weighed an impressive 11lb 1oz! I know that you kept her safe and continue to look down on both of your sisters.
Violet's Memorial songs are :
Bye Bye - Mariah Carey
One Sweet Day- Mariah Carey & Boys 2 Men
Precious Child- Karen Taylor-Good
Somewhere over the Rainbow- Israel Kamakawiwo'ole
(please take the time to listen to them)
I won't forget you by Christine Mackay (Violet's Nanny)
When I think of you in my despair,
I see a baby girl with lots of hair,
You smile at me because you're free,
Free from pain, but away from me
I must let you go but I wont forget,
You are my grandchild I briefly met,
You still live on, but in a different place,
I won't forget you, go with grace.
To my Lovely Violet from your Nanna
October 2007
A Birthday In Heaven - by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
We’ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts - SURPRISE!
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel XX
Born Asleep - by Unknown Author
“Born Asleep" - such a beautiful phrase,
Always touches me to the core.
The broken cries of a Mother's heart
When it just can't take anymore.
I open my heart, one Mum to another,
So you never lose your hope,
That although it gets no easier,
I promise you'll learn to cope.
Remember your Angel is sleeping
In a world much kinder than ours
And will always be there to hold your hand
Even in your darkest hours.
My own little Angel will keep an eye,
And play with yours in their park.
But you must find your love and strength,
And feed your own little spark.
You'll never be alone my friend,
I will always understand.
If the tides loom up to swallow you,
Just reach out and grab my hand.
Having a baby ...
"one thing bout having a baby is that each step of the way, you simply cannot imagine loving her anymore than you already do, coz ur bursting with love, loving as much as ur humanly capable of. An then you do, you love her even more.. ♥ ♥
Having a baby ...
"one thing bout having a baby is that each step of the way, you simply cannot imagine loving her anymore than you already do, coz ur bursting with love, loving as much as ur humanly capable of. An then you do, you love her even more.. ♥ ♥
In a baby castle, just beyond your eye,
Your baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who are you to wish him back into this world of strife,
No, play on your baby, they'll have eternal life.
At night when all is silent and sleep forsakes your eyes,
You'll hear their tiny footsteps come running to your side
Their little hands caress you so tenderly and sweet,
You'll breathe a prayer and close your eyes and embrace them in your sleep.
Now you have a treasure that you rate above all others
You have known true glory,
You are still their mother.
THANKYOU SO VERY MUCH
THANKYOU VERY MUCH FOR POPPING IN ON JAMIE YESTERDAY ON HIS BIRTHDAY, HOPE YOUR ANGEL ENJOYED HIS PARTY. THANKYOU AGAIN FOR YOUR SUPPORT ON HIS SPECIAL DAY. LOVE TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY TODAY AND HUGS COMING YOUR WAY TOO. XXXX
Sweet dreams
To my beautiful niece Violet
Tender moments we long to share,
A loving thought of wishing you near,
A second, a minute from that fretful day,
When you had to go away,
Our hearts do ach now you are gone,
For this was your home were you belonged,
You came into our lives, for just a short while,
A daughter, a niece, and a grandchild,
But all along you were just to share,
And how we think its so unfair,
Our eyes still weep, and tears still flow,
For we never ever will let go,
Of our niece we wanted so,
But the angels came and took your hand,
And lead you home to another land,
20th October 2009
S.J.Warwick
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LOVE TRACY XX
Special violet
Baby violet christine Mackay
left us 2 years ago today
I remember when mum did announce
a girl at just 1lb 10 ounze
we knew that you werent able to stay
so with the angel go off to play
So very missed, yes its true
but the angels took the pain from you
so although we are hurting, we are sad
you soul is free for that were glad
Its unfair what happened it feels so bad
but we're grateful for the moments we had

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